Sangat Singkat

Aku benar-benar menghargai pertemuan itu, dengan sebuah senyum singkat diantara dua bibir halus dan empat mata yang seolah bercanda ria, aku bahagia. Dengan sebuah awal singkat tapi selalu membuatku merasa bahagia itu, kekosongan yang ada sedikit demi sedikit terisi. Aku belajar untuk menghargai setiap detik saat aku melihatmu, dan setiap aku melihat semua tentangmu, wajahmu, matamu, bahkan sampai bahumu yang sangat-sangat aku sukai. 

I have died everyday waiting for you

Who's care?, 

menunggumu bahkan membuat sebagian dariku hilang bersamamu.
melihat beberapa kenangan yang pernah ada bersama kita juga akan membuatku merasa he-ba-t.
tapi tanpa aku sadari, aku telah dibuat repot oleh beberapa kenangan itu. percayalah. aku kerepotan untuk berusaha melupakanmu. bahkan sampai sekarang.
aku selalu berusaha melupakanmu. meskipun, pada akhirnya aku sudah dapat memprediksi apa hasilnya.
membutuhkan beberapa detik untuk mengenalmu dan sedikit menyukai beberapa hal tentangmu. tapi, mengapa, enam puluh detik di dua tahun terakhir ini tidak pernah lepas dari bayanganmu?

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Come with every story that i have.

I don't know how Rapunzel meet her prince. I don't know how Bella Swan meet her vampire, Edward Cullen. And now. Really. I don't know, first day i saw you was a beautiful moment I ever had. I'm feeling lucky.

'Baby, when I see you smile' - I think, when the song writer write it, she/ he has feel like what i feel just now.

I can't write your name. I can't spell your name, I can't do everything, when 'smile' out of your mouth.

I don't know. I just wanna be your friend.

and. maybe.

your girlfriend hah!

Why always you?

I remembered when Bella Swan said "...it will be him, and always him.". She didn't know, beside she told it, there was a 'not considered boy', Jacob, but beside Jacob, there was an 'perfect boy', Edward, he's everything for Bella.

So, when Jacob is you, what will you do? Wait Bella?

In the fact, I'm Jacob, and real Jacob, outside twilight.

There was a three person. Triangle. With a good guy in the point.

He's face. He's voice. He's smile. Like a sun in the world.

First day, I saw you, four years ago. Maybe, it will be a best day ever.

But, first day, I see you go with everything. I missing you.

One month ago, two month ago, and, three month ago. I can't forget the last time we meet. Until now.

But, everyday, I can't stop crying when I know, you can life without me, but, I can't.

Everyday, I can't control my self, I've lost my control.

I can't life without you.

And all my prayer that I said, I called your name, once, twice, and next rate whatever you want.

It's a life, but I can't life without you.